....I just typed three pages worth of information...hit a wrong key...and all of it got deleted.

I'VE BEEN WANTING TO WRITE FOR WEEKS, BUT I'VE BEEN TOO FUCKING LAZY. NOW THAT I FINALLY DO IT, I LOSE ALL OF IT.

GOD. FUCKING. DAMN IT. THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT. WHAT THE FUCK. I WAS USING THE GODDAMN SPACEBAR TO INDENT MY FUCKING PARAGRAPHS AND THIS SHIT HAPPENED. WHY THE FUCK WOULD THE COMPUTER FAST FORWARD BECAUSE OF THE GODDAMN FUCKING SPACEBAR GOD FUCKING DAMN IT SON OF A FUCKING PUTA PINCHY BITCH.

FUCK IT GOD DAMN IT.

Just going to have to force myself to be calm about this ing bullshit. I'm ing PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!

.....You know what. I'll just sum everything up that I wrote, in a ing little list...so I can basically continue RIGHT THE FUCK WHERE I LEFT OFF.

1. I quit the Navy. I was going to be a Hospital Corpsman. Basically I was a ing moron, thought I knew what I was in for, realized how shitty the service is (all of it..from the cafeteria, to the ers who do a shitty job at managing your money, and how you will more than likely have to wait around four years for a goddamn surgery.) I was a moron. Now I know.

2. I don't know what to do anymore. More than likely i'll have to go to some shitty community college, considering that my grades aren't the best...at all. I honestly don't care.

3. I don't want to go to college just yet. I want to do something big and exciting. What? I don't ing know.

4. Best friend ("brother" would be a heavy understatement) and I applied at Cinemark and Kohl's. We're probably going to get hired at Cinemark.

THERE. NOW I'M CAUGHT UP.

Okay. So now what? I don't know what the hell to do anymore. I thought I was set joining the military. I was a fool. However, now i'm "free" and able to do basically whatever I want, as long as I have the money to do it( which I don't just yet...) I no longer have to ship out to boot camp on July 15, 2010. Hell, I don't have to ship out ANYWHERE. Now i'm just a simple civilian, trying to have fun.

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Should I have even bothered making this?

I honestly don't even know why I did. I'm looking for ideas, but what the hell is anyone going to tell me?

..Does anyone know anything about the Peace Corps? Have any of you ever joined? I want to travel, and just take a year off from school, because i'm so god damn sick of it.

I also realize that this blog is horribly written, but you can probably tell how desperate I am at the moment..so I won't even bother to address that.

...Leave your god damn comments.