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I am horrible at reading. :(

By The Mana Knight 10-05-2012 05:57 PM
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Well, this is one of the few problems I never openly admitted on the internet.

I had issues with reading ever since I was young. I was ALWAYS put in the lowest level reading group in Elementary school. Whenever we took standardized tests on reading comprehension (such as reading a story and answering questions), I would do VERY poorly on them where it actually took me a few tries to get passed one. I can remember getting a 20% on my Julius Caesar test (part of the blame is that I barely read the book). That is why I took the fewest reading classes I could in high school, taking public speaking and composition classes instead (which I did very well at being one of the top students). Despite having such horrible reading, my math scores would be through the roof. I never cared to be put in the most advanced math classes (I preferred learning everything I could), but I'd have by far the top grades in my classes on anything related to math or logic (like programming). On Chemistry/Physics test, I'd get a perfect on the math part while struggling with short answer/questions over reading.

Some may wonder why I bring this up now? I could seriously have a MUCH better education/work situation if I could actually read well. While yeah I had a GPA of 3.59 in college, but part of that was because I completed all assignments, stayed on task a lot (did not mess around), got help from Professors when needed, and certain classes I was so good at it help. But my GPA struggled to get higher because some classes I had average test scores due to struggling with reading. If it was memorizing vocabulary words, I'd get a perfect on it. While I may have exceptional skills for a job, but when I have to read something just to learn.....that's where I struggle in the workplace because I struggle with reading comprehension. I also struggle to remember stuff people tell me verbally unless I write every single thing down (and many times I have to ask for them to repeat it). Yet I have no problems memorizing license plate numbers or clothing people wore each day of the week.

I could also say I have some communication issues with people, where I can stutter, be hard to understand, etc. unless I act like I'm speaking to an audience. That's something which is a little more fixable (outside of anxiety issues I have).

The reading thing just bothers me so much because if I was better at reading, I'd succeed so much more in life right now with a better job, higher education, and be one of the most gifted people in this world, yet I suck at reading. Honestly, one reason I do more dub than sub for anime is because my reading isn't exactly great. As much as I enjoy storylines in anime/JRPGs/etc. (even ones with text only), I still have issues remembering a lot due to poor reading. It's why I could never become a game reviewer when I tried because I kept stressing over remembering what all happened all throughout the story (where I'd remember some, but not all).

I sort of feel like an odd one because most I talk to on the internet seem extremely fluent in reading and will always be much smarter than I ever will be because of that. My below average level is one of the reasons I'm bummed out all the time.
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mitch079's Avatar
Yeah because you have such the horrible life. R U SRS?
mrspicytacoman's Avatar
if you read more, you will get better at it.
Reading skill is simply the acclimatization your brain has towards the sensory information obtained from the written word, and your interpretation of what you read.

Your problem is not that you are bad at reading, but struggle with the way we have structured the written word as a species. Nobody is actually bad at reading, but by avoiding it they are not strengthening the neural bonds in the brain linking written words with abstract ideas.

By reading more, you build a network in your brain between words and ideas that is recalled more easily in the future, as in when you are reading something new. The brain is like a muscle, and must be rigorously tried in order to improve. When is the last time you read a book?

Also, most people are rarely good at both math and reading and usually excel in one or the other. Some people aren't good at either, so be glad you got something.
gr8asianman's Avatar
Mana, by trade I'm a Language Arts/Reading instructor and I hear that all the time from students. Strengthening your reading ability is like strengthening you muscles, if you don't train you won't improve. I'm not the strongest reader myself, but I'll find something I like reading even if its young adult level, which has gotten significantly better since I was in grade school. Just start reading and your comprehension skills will improve over time.
the_grimace's Avatar
I have always been very good at reading, scoring highest on the reading sections on SATs and other standardized tests. I really loved it too, always getting books from Scholastic during grade school (often 3-5 at a time per month), and continuing to read through high school. I even enjoy a good book now and then, but would rather play games with my free time. I definitely hold onto details well when playing games (hence my long winded reviews I often write), and stories in video games are often one of my most favorite aspects of them.

Like others have said, reading is something you get better at with practice. There are tons of interesting books to read out there and you should dive in if you are interested in reading better. Also, what about magazines? I used to always get gaming and kids magazines when I was younger, so that could be a fun way to enhance your reading skills as well.
mguiddy's Avatar
What other people said...
Specifically the books aimed at the young adult level in a genre you enjoy (I for one loved, and would probably still love if I could find some cheap, the Fear Street books by RL Stine. They were similar to the popular Goosebumps books, but aimed at pre-teens and teens).
Another thing you might look for are collections of short stories. I've had a few books that had, say, a few dozen mystery stories that were only a few pages long. That way you have something you can quickly read but won't have to worry about forgetting that something happened between sessions.

Oh, one other thing, that may sound kinda silly, but maybe look into getting both an audiobook and regular book of the same book, then read along with the audiobook.
chicagocubsfan's Avatar
I love English classes and hate Math.
Ed_'s Avatar
Wow.
NoelVermillion's Avatar
well at least your writing skills and grammar are great. I have to check what i write at least four times, to see if my grammar is right.
battousai11's Avatar
Have you tried learning a different language? Try french, italian or spanish, something that shares the same alphabet as english. By learning to read and construct sentences in another language, you'll get better at understanding language and grammar and it translates to reading better in english. I know it's a roundabout way of doing things, but if you're trying to improve a skill, you might as well pick up another in the process!
Like everything in life it takes practice. I had the same issue like you but I got very into reading Stephen King in middle school after seeing the movie It. Now I do a lot of reading and I would have to say I am now better then the average person.

Why not start by reading some Manga? Seems like something you would be very interested in by what I know about you.
The Mana Knight's Avatar
I have manga, but it gets pushed behind my anime.
4nik8tor's Avatar
I bought a pound of beef jerky and a bag of doritos.


my farts stink
GOTA's Avatar
For someone who struggles with reading TMK you sure have a knack for writing. Your blog has been the most commented on for years now. I'm also willing to bet it's the most read.

I learned to read from Detective, Conan and EC Horror comics when I was a kid. From there I went to books with pictures and then to regular books. It was the stories that drew me in. I always wanted to find out what happened next.
dragoon99's Avatar
This is surprising, because from your blog posts I would never guess that you have a problem with reading. I'd just read more and try to improve your skills, that's all you can do really. You have a good life even without the reading skills you think you should have, many people can read better than you and have a crap life. I'd think about how much you have to be grateful for instead of making a big deal about the weakness's you perceive about yourself.

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