Warning: VERY long post
I am going for my masters in applied clinical psychology, and I narrowed my school choices down to two in-state schools, so I chose the one which claimed to be so prestigious. So I am 1.5 semesters in, and this program is a complete joke. I guess I will just run through the professors so you get an idea. This is partly a rant topic just to get this off my damn chest, and partly a topic for help
MAIN PROFS IN PROGRAM:
Dr. Ca - basically the head of the entire program, but he does nothing. He does not teach, he does not advise, he does absolutely nothing. He is blatantly sexist, my program is probably 80% girls, and 20% guys, and the way he treats the guys is far different from the girls. Apparently, with one male student who graduated before I got there, they would talk about how he thinks which girls in the program are sexy. When most girls are in his office, they talk for 30 minutes about a simple problem. When any of us guys are in there, its in an out 5 minutes, he barely has enough time to see us.
Dr. St - she is the program director, one step below Dr. Ca, and she actually organizes everything. She is a terrible teacher, literally her classes are spent talking about things she finds interesting from sections of the book (10% of the entire book) for the entire 3 hour class, which is a waste of my time when I could be at home learning it better on my own. She picks favorites and is rather obvious about it in her grading. I had a former undergraduate professor read one of my papers I submitted to her which I got a 74 on, and one of my colleague's papers (I asked them) who got a 98 on their paper...without knowing which paper is which, she gave my paper a 95, and she gave the other paper around an 80. Literally my paper is covered in red with tons of red marks, but my colleague made the same mistakes and it was not even mentioned to them. She has no consideration that we have 2-3 other classes, and assigns us absurd amounts of work. She is rude to students, in fact yesterday she sat down with a student and told her to not bother going for a PhD after she graduates because she will not make it, and they went there to talk about something different.
Dr. Car - One more step down, she is the same as Dr. St, and it seems toward the same students. Turns out she is best friends with Dr. S, they even went to the same doctorate program together way back in the day. She is a nice and polite lady, even though she picks favorites in class and in grades, she is more reasonable than Dr. St. But she is an awful teacher, she also wastes my time with her classes basically talking about her past and making us watch videos, but not teaching us. We probably spent 60% of our total class time doing our own presentations on stuff we are not tested on, basically, wasting our time.
Dr. St - Honestly I have not had her as a professor yet, and I know very little about her.
Dr. Dr - Great guy, I really like him as a person, you can go into his office and be completely real with him, and he does not judge you and tries to help the best he can. Unfortunately, he is one of the worst professors I have had in my entire college/grad school career. With his class we spend about 75% of our time with our stupid presentations that teach us nothing. He grades us on things he did not teach and that are not in the book, as if we are supposed to know it naturally. Most of our grades come in toward the last 2-3 weeks of the semester, he does not grade ANYTHING. Again class with him is a waste of time, I learn nothing.
LESSER PROFS IN PROGRAM (teach 1-2 classes):
Dr. Ma - Honestly she is the best professor in the program, she explains things perfectly, she slows down to help people (and she explains things so well that slowing down does not take more than 2 minutes out of class time until we understand), she does not waste time with presentations or videos, its start to finish her lecturing. She almost always had things graded the week after. I made a few bad grades in her class, and with the way she grades, I learned from my mistakes and improved with each assignment.
Dr. We - Literally spends all of the class time talking about herself, or explaining things with analogies that nobody understands no matter how many times she explains it. Every single time our class meets, 50% of it is a student presentation on something that is not going to be tested. Her grading style is ridiculous, basically the only way to get an A is to fully be able to understand and apply the theory (and when there are 20-25 concepts per exam, its ridiculously hard), if you can recite it back to her perfectly, you'll get a B at best. She wants you to understand it in full, which is good and everything, but it relates to a subject that will not help any of us, and she does a piss poor job of explaining it. Let alone, with the absurd work load we have put together for the other (more important and more practical) classes, we cannot dedicate that much time into learning her material. Basically her weekly homework takes up about 5-6 hours, and this is for a whopping 4 points. Its rare that you can get a 4/4 on those homework assignments, because you can't fully understand what the book is saying because her lessons come AFTER the homework is turned in, and with her little philosophy that you must understand it 100% and be able to conceptualize it, makes you get no more than 3/4 on that every week. So literally I bust my ass 5-6 hours weekly on ONE assignment (among many more) to get a 75 on it, and she considers that good. She also talks about her favorite theorists and theories, then skips the other ones (big or small) so we end up not understanding them at all come exam time. She is prompt with grading though.
Dr. Le - This is one is just wow. First off, great lady, easy to talk to, and she is an awesome and helpful person. But her teaching is worse than Dr. Dr. She made a syllabus but has revised it every single week until now, so literally if you had a project due next week, she will email you Monday morning (class is on Wednesday) that she canceled the project and will announce something new in class. She has yet to grade anything. Our class is basically her awful teaching 25% of the time, trying to re-explain the same 2 things the remaining 75% of the time, so by the end we went over 3 pages of the 30 page chapter. Good thing is that she considers this and alters the exams and quizzes so we are not tested on stuff she did not explain.
Now I understand at the graduate level we should teach ourselves, I completely get that. But all of the teachers make it very difficult to do that in one way or another, for example some do not even assign any readings to do at home so all we have to work with is what is poorly covered in class, some assign really complex readings that are very poorly worded and you cannot comprehend them without someone instructing you (which they never do), and other teachers assign a ridiculous amount of reading per week, but then tells you only like 10% of it was important (not considering that we have other classes, jobs, assistantships, and personal lives). And all of the complaints I listed above are not just me complaining, everyone in my program has said the exact same remarks (except in the case of favoritism, some people don't see it because they don't experience it). I learned more in one semester of undergrad than I have so far in 1.5 of graduate, and I have put in at least 10x more effort into this. The curriculum is also a joke, literally its revised for each batch of students so that not even many of the teachers have answers as to what classes we need to take when, whether we get our licenses upon graduating or not, etc.
My situation:
Basically last semester was complete and utter hell for me and completely destroyed my morale, but I keep chugging through somehow. I asked Dr. St if I can write about the same subject for her class as I would for Dr. Ma's class, because this is what I am planning on doing my thesis on. She said of course that is fine. I wrote two separate papers (one 11pages, one 16 pages), and a lot of them had to cover some crucial background information to fully explain the subject. I did not copy and paste, I did not plagiarize, I simply restated someone elses' words two times just to explain background information, and honestly with each paper, this took up no more than 5-10%. After my last final exam, Dr. Ma asked me to stay after. I was told that I self-plagiarized myself and I will have to take an F in one of the courses, which would result in me being kicked from the program. She talked to me one on one and she told me its complete **** what is happening to me, how she is on my side and that it is not plagiarism, and that I am simply being singled out because other students literally copied and pasted from their two papers, whereas I wrote both of mine separately. She stood up for me to the best of her ability with her power, and she managed to argue with Dr. St to instead of get an F in the course, I take an F on one paper. Again she fought that for me more, and she said instead of a 0, I would get a 69 (highest possible F) on that paper. I accepted that, and she said based on what I get on my final, I would have to get a B to continue in the program (I would get kicked out with a C). She graded my final and coincidentally I got a 79.87 overall grade with my F on my paper, with the math I did, I would have had to have gotten a 98 on my final exam (which I know damn well I didn't get that good of a grade). But literally when she broke the news to me, she had tears in her eyes because she knew I was about to have my future ruined over something I did not do. Now I know I was singled out, because other students did the same exact thing, in fact a few others also spoke to her about using the same subjects for both papers, and they told me personally that a lot of background information was copied and pasted.
That is basically it, that took a HUGE hit on my morale and I absolutely hate this program. I learn nothing, I am one of the few people who are singled out of the program (even though I work way harder than other students based on what they tell me), and the program is unfair on so many levels. I am literally wasting 2 years of my life with this because its not like I am learning much anyway.
Is there any way to complain about my graduate program? I don't trust any of the higher up professors to do this (except Dr. Dr). I don't want to contact the dean or anything simply because I am one of 17 people in my program, they will find out who it is, and they will narrow it down to the 4 or so people who are singled out. What can I do about this? I know its a long story but I used this as a therapeutic thing as well, because I need to let this out instead of let this hatred build up and up. I graduate in August 2012, and I am counting the months.
I am going for my masters in applied clinical psychology, and I narrowed my school choices down to two in-state schools, so I chose the one which claimed to be so prestigious. So I am 1.5 semesters in, and this program is a complete joke. I guess I will just run through the professors so you get an idea. This is partly a rant topic just to get this off my damn chest, and partly a topic for help
MAIN PROFS IN PROGRAM:
Dr. Ca - basically the head of the entire program, but he does nothing. He does not teach, he does not advise, he does absolutely nothing. He is blatantly sexist, my program is probably 80% girls, and 20% guys, and the way he treats the guys is far different from the girls. Apparently, with one male student who graduated before I got there, they would talk about how he thinks which girls in the program are sexy. When most girls are in his office, they talk for 30 minutes about a simple problem. When any of us guys are in there, its in an out 5 minutes, he barely has enough time to see us.
Dr. St - she is the program director, one step below Dr. Ca, and she actually organizes everything. She is a terrible teacher, literally her classes are spent talking about things she finds interesting from sections of the book (10% of the entire book) for the entire 3 hour class, which is a waste of my time when I could be at home learning it better on my own. She picks favorites and is rather obvious about it in her grading. I had a former undergraduate professor read one of my papers I submitted to her which I got a 74 on, and one of my colleague's papers (I asked them) who got a 98 on their paper...without knowing which paper is which, she gave my paper a 95, and she gave the other paper around an 80. Literally my paper is covered in red with tons of red marks, but my colleague made the same mistakes and it was not even mentioned to them. She has no consideration that we have 2-3 other classes, and assigns us absurd amounts of work. She is rude to students, in fact yesterday she sat down with a student and told her to not bother going for a PhD after she graduates because she will not make it, and they went there to talk about something different.
Dr. Car - One more step down, she is the same as Dr. St, and it seems toward the same students. Turns out she is best friends with Dr. S, they even went to the same doctorate program together way back in the day. She is a nice and polite lady, even though she picks favorites in class and in grades, she is more reasonable than Dr. St. But she is an awful teacher, she also wastes my time with her classes basically talking about her past and making us watch videos, but not teaching us. We probably spent 60% of our total class time doing our own presentations on stuff we are not tested on, basically, wasting our time.
Dr. St - Honestly I have not had her as a professor yet, and I know very little about her.
Dr. Dr - Great guy, I really like him as a person, you can go into his office and be completely real with him, and he does not judge you and tries to help the best he can. Unfortunately, he is one of the worst professors I have had in my entire college/grad school career. With his class we spend about 75% of our time with our stupid presentations that teach us nothing. He grades us on things he did not teach and that are not in the book, as if we are supposed to know it naturally. Most of our grades come in toward the last 2-3 weeks of the semester, he does not grade ANYTHING. Again class with him is a waste of time, I learn nothing.
LESSER PROFS IN PROGRAM (teach 1-2 classes):
Dr. Ma - Honestly she is the best professor in the program, she explains things perfectly, she slows down to help people (and she explains things so well that slowing down does not take more than 2 minutes out of class time until we understand), she does not waste time with presentations or videos, its start to finish her lecturing. She almost always had things graded the week after. I made a few bad grades in her class, and with the way she grades, I learned from my mistakes and improved with each assignment.
Dr. We - Literally spends all of the class time talking about herself, or explaining things with analogies that nobody understands no matter how many times she explains it. Every single time our class meets, 50% of it is a student presentation on something that is not going to be tested. Her grading style is ridiculous, basically the only way to get an A is to fully be able to understand and apply the theory (and when there are 20-25 concepts per exam, its ridiculously hard), if you can recite it back to her perfectly, you'll get a B at best. She wants you to understand it in full, which is good and everything, but it relates to a subject that will not help any of us, and she does a piss poor job of explaining it. Let alone, with the absurd work load we have put together for the other (more important and more practical) classes, we cannot dedicate that much time into learning her material. Basically her weekly homework takes up about 5-6 hours, and this is for a whopping 4 points. Its rare that you can get a 4/4 on those homework assignments, because you can't fully understand what the book is saying because her lessons come AFTER the homework is turned in, and with her little philosophy that you must understand it 100% and be able to conceptualize it, makes you get no more than 3/4 on that every week. So literally I bust my ass 5-6 hours weekly on ONE assignment (among many more) to get a 75 on it, and she considers that good. She also talks about her favorite theorists and theories, then skips the other ones (big or small) so we end up not understanding them at all come exam time. She is prompt with grading though.
Dr. Le - This is one is just wow. First off, great lady, easy to talk to, and she is an awesome and helpful person. But her teaching is worse than Dr. Dr. She made a syllabus but has revised it every single week until now, so literally if you had a project due next week, she will email you Monday morning (class is on Wednesday) that she canceled the project and will announce something new in class. She has yet to grade anything. Our class is basically her awful teaching 25% of the time, trying to re-explain the same 2 things the remaining 75% of the time, so by the end we went over 3 pages of the 30 page chapter. Good thing is that she considers this and alters the exams and quizzes so we are not tested on stuff she did not explain.
Now I understand at the graduate level we should teach ourselves, I completely get that. But all of the teachers make it very difficult to do that in one way or another, for example some do not even assign any readings to do at home so all we have to work with is what is poorly covered in class, some assign really complex readings that are very poorly worded and you cannot comprehend them without someone instructing you (which they never do), and other teachers assign a ridiculous amount of reading per week, but then tells you only like 10% of it was important (not considering that we have other classes, jobs, assistantships, and personal lives). And all of the complaints I listed above are not just me complaining, everyone in my program has said the exact same remarks (except in the case of favoritism, some people don't see it because they don't experience it). I learned more in one semester of undergrad than I have so far in 1.5 of graduate, and I have put in at least 10x more effort into this. The curriculum is also a joke, literally its revised for each batch of students so that not even many of the teachers have answers as to what classes we need to take when, whether we get our licenses upon graduating or not, etc.
My situation:
Basically last semester was complete and utter hell for me and completely destroyed my morale, but I keep chugging through somehow. I asked Dr. St if I can write about the same subject for her class as I would for Dr. Ma's class, because this is what I am planning on doing my thesis on. She said of course that is fine. I wrote two separate papers (one 11pages, one 16 pages), and a lot of them had to cover some crucial background information to fully explain the subject. I did not copy and paste, I did not plagiarize, I simply restated someone elses' words two times just to explain background information, and honestly with each paper, this took up no more than 5-10%. After my last final exam, Dr. Ma asked me to stay after. I was told that I self-plagiarized myself and I will have to take an F in one of the courses, which would result in me being kicked from the program. She talked to me one on one and she told me its complete **** what is happening to me, how she is on my side and that it is not plagiarism, and that I am simply being singled out because other students literally copied and pasted from their two papers, whereas I wrote both of mine separately. She stood up for me to the best of her ability with her power, and she managed to argue with Dr. St to instead of get an F in the course, I take an F on one paper. Again she fought that for me more, and she said instead of a 0, I would get a 69 (highest possible F) on that paper. I accepted that, and she said based on what I get on my final, I would have to get a B to continue in the program (I would get kicked out with a C). She graded my final and coincidentally I got a 79.87 overall grade with my F on my paper, with the math I did, I would have had to have gotten a 98 on my final exam (which I know damn well I didn't get that good of a grade). But literally when she broke the news to me, she had tears in her eyes because she knew I was about to have my future ruined over something I did not do. Now I know I was singled out, because other students did the same exact thing, in fact a few others also spoke to her about using the same subjects for both papers, and they told me personally that a lot of background information was copied and pasted.
That is basically it, that took a HUGE hit on my morale and I absolutely hate this program. I learn nothing, I am one of the few people who are singled out of the program (even though I work way harder than other students based on what they tell me), and the program is unfair on so many levels. I am literally wasting 2 years of my life with this because its not like I am learning much anyway.
Is there any way to complain about my graduate program? I don't trust any of the higher up professors to do this (except Dr. Dr). I don't want to contact the dean or anything simply because I am one of 17 people in my program, they will find out who it is, and they will narrow it down to the 4 or so people who are singled out. What can I do about this? I know its a long story but I used this as a therapeutic thing as well, because I need to let this out instead of let this hatred build up and up. I graduate in August 2012, and I am counting the months.