I failed this summer.
I didn't get my license like I have hoped to do, though I can now drive a car decently the fact that I didn't get my license makes it a fail.
I didn't get a job part time or full time. I applied to many places and was hoping to get a job at a local shell gas station calls went no where like other calls it too was a failure.
I did beat more games and got some cool games for my video game collection but as a gamer what keeps me from enjoying this is that once again I failed on what I wanted to do for this summer.
I did get to spend time with my family and went on good trips to Disneyland, Salinas, Sequoias National Forest and a few family barbeques. Though I showed a smile and I talked with my family I felt a terrible gut feeling inside my stomach as I failed to do my goals for the summer.
I came to the realization today as I showered and suffering from sun burns I realized I am loser and well I am pretty much bottom of the barrel of my family and I'm one of the family members who were seen most likely to succeed in their lives. My ego and self esteem and I think my mind took a big hit today, I am going to just keep my distance and tell my aunt and uncle I am going to move out back to mc farland. I failed here in Bakersfield 3 years and not once a fucking job.
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