DemonKysho presents "Met with a terrible fate aka Countdown to new year crisis"
I don't know if anyone actually reads these or genuinely cares. I mean this whole thing is really more for me then it is for you, if you enjoy it or find something that's pretty damn nice. If you have been keeping up, i have pretty much had a tough year. With deaths, unemployment, relationship issues and the questionable status of my well being. I am trying to be a good sport about it, i know that maybe it's not that bad right? I know i haven't been the only one hit with hardships, or have had financial difficulties but kami be damned if it doesn't feel like the entire universe is against me.
Which is fine because i refuse to BE BEATEN BY YOU AND I GENERALLY COULDN'T GIVE A . IF YOUR NOT GONNA HELP ME FINE, IF YOUR GONNA TRY AND CRUSH ME GO FOR IT! CLOSE AS MANY DAMN DOORS ON ME! EVEN IF MY MIND IS MY OWN ENEMY! I WILL MAKE MY OWN GOD DAMN WAY. ILL KNOCK HARDER. ILL CRAWL WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING. EVEN IF I TRY AND ONLY GET A INCH FURTHER FROM WHERE I AM, THAT IS FURTHER AWAY FROM WHERE I WAS YESTERDAY AND WHERE I WILL BE TOMORROW. I WILL NEVER STOP TRYING TO MAKE PROGRESS.
whew... that felt nice, but pardon me for being a little too passionate.
I have a long standing tradition that i started since i was a wee gamer. To see how many games i could play in the new year. Then there was the new years eve gaming marathon, Which its final incarnation is the last week in the year i try to beat as many games as i can. I don't really have a name for it so call it what you want.
I am not gonna live stream or record any of the stuff on youtube or twitch. I came to terms with getting a following anywhere and that setup would take out a lot of time. Think of this area as the white board in house, it helps me focus. I mean not just here, i also have a small circle that i bounce stuff off of. Generally when you say out loud your goal in-front of other people there is the pressure and expectation that you will at least attempt to do whatever you said. You essentially create accountability for yourself.
I couldn't tell you what i am gonna hit first, my backlog still has a heft to it. I did try at least through out the year to tackle it. When i do this though, i think about how many worlds i can save. How many injustices can i make right. How many stories can i experience.
Really doesn't help the fact that i am a bit under the weather. Maybe our dashing hero won't make it to the new year? Eh, i probably wasn't the main character to begin with. Well at least we are gonna give them a little bit of hell and have a good laugh about this.
If you have any specific game you think i should play or want to fight along side me, feel free to contact me. You can track what is able to be tracked on raptr
Thanks for your time and remember that sometimes you got to knock a little harder to get through the door.