My apologies for the cryptic msg...I didnt want to post why I posted that because I wasnt looking for sympathy or condolences etc.
Long story short my stepfather who came into my life when a boy needs a man to show him the way. He did a solid job and even though he wasnt my blood, he was without a doubt my father. Hands down the biggest influence of my life. I had gotten hit with a super bad feeling monday morning at work and I dropped what I was doing and all I knew was I had to get home and I found him on the floor dead from an apparent heart attack.
I dont regret anything but I think I would have been more vocal than I was and its a shame that you dont think about these things until something like this happens.
Basically just stop and smell the roses regardless of how much time you think may have etc.
Edited by Will, 10 January 2013 - 07:43 PM.