Wow guys. Great community here. Truth be told this may be my last give away for awhile once the money goes. My wife is a great person and a sugar mommy (she hates me calling her that) has provided me with a lot of money over the years. I've always been a CAG so I'm not to spend much even when I had the money, but this one is going to the community. You guys have been for me here for years... I am going to miss buying everything on sale and not touching it. So happy for Gamepass and XBox GWG.
I've tried to mention marriage counseling. Four years ago I had my chance and basically walked out of it after one session. I've fucked up a lot over the years. So many regrets. I love her, very, very, much. But the ultimate test is to let the person you love go and It's the hardest. It fucking hurts man.
Thank you community.
Man, that's rough to hear. I'll be praying for you fellow CAG, may the process be smooth and expedient for you.
Edit: Like others have said, if you need anything we're here for you. Every relationship takes a lot of work and it hurts when it doesn't go as planned. Best wishes for you going on from this point forward. Hoping the wounds heal for both of you as time goes on.
As someone who constantly got burned trying to make friends in life I've felt a good dose of pain. People would act like my friend one day and then start laughing at me and making fun of me the next. I finally learned that it really wasn't me, what I had done/didn't do or said/didn't say to them. I'm thankful that it never worked out because the people weren't exactly the type I should be hanging out with. I've been better off not carrying the burdens of their life drama and them trying to drag me down to their level.
My apologies delving into my life, just wanted share a little bit.