Can't you type normally? I know this isn't an English class, but writing properly will become more natural as you continue to do it.
"Bump. Anyone else have any info/advice?"
Look at that. It's not any more work, and it won't give anyone a headache trying to read it. And you don't need to end every post with an exclamation point or an exclamation point-question mark combo because we're already reading it, and exclamation points won't help us hear you or read any faster.
Having said that, I knew a lot of people like you in New York, and I still do, since one of them is my closest friends. This guy was brilliant - he could've really been a nuclear physicist if he wanted to, no bullshit - but he was incredibly lazy. A few months before graduation, he said he was gonna go for a GED and then go into real estate since he thought it would be easy to rake in the dough. At the same time, a mutual friend of ours who never went to class and was at very high risk of being left back was really working her ass off making up classes and trying to graduate with the rest of the senior class. She did graduate on time, but my first friend didn't. In fact, he got left back two years in a row and is still going to school there. And I dunno about you, but high school chicks wouldn't cut it for me.
If that wasn't enough for you, lemme tell you this: people who graduate at the top of their classes are having a hard time finding good jobs these days. It's hard to believe, but it's true. And what kinda excuse is "I feel out of place"? I don't think there's anyone in the world who can tell you they didn't feel out of place in high school at least once. You give up now, and you're gonna give up in the future when a lot of other worse shit goes down.
And try not to worry your mom, huh? You think old, crazy cat ladies were born like that?