My mom was born Catholic. My dad was born Jewish. My mom converted before I was born, mostly to appease my dad I imagine and enstill my sister and I with
some religion. So some orthodox's would say Im not a real jew. Most others (conservatives through reform) would say I am.
I didn't really give a shit about religion until I was going to turn 13 and needed to get bar mitzvahed. I got a choice between getting a shit-ton of money (to a 13 year old at least) or going on a family trip to europe, then to Israel to be bar mitzvahed at the Wailing Wall in Jerusalem. I chose the latter.
Now I have a daughter. She is 5 months old. My wife is Catholic and I am...hmmm.
I don't know what I am I guess. I say I'm jewish but completely agree with every single one of Hitchens' points.
My beliefs, if I believe them, are completely
ing ridiculous. I love ragging on the whole jesus thing and immaculate conception because it is so hard to believe but what about noah, the parting of the seas, the burning bush..... I could go on and on and on about the shit I am supposed to believe but don't.
But I also don't want to think i just rot in the ground when I die. That scares me. Religion gives me an out. Even if there is the remotest of possibilities that God exists and I can spend the afterlife in heaven, I want to cling to that.
But I LOVE reason. It is what makes us human. And this clingly faith based belief is soooooo unsupportable. It's just untenable. How can I think myself logical and reasonable and belive in God. It just makes no sense.
So those of you who say that this discussion is just two immovable objects butting heads are wrong. Out there are some teens or people like me (29) who struggle with these thoughts. I don't know why but it is important to discuss these things.
As a jew there is also the whole genocide elment. A percieved duty to carry on our faith/culture because so many people have tried to wipe us out for so long. A sort of stubborn reluctance to let our faith die off. So I cling. I hope. Yet I know Hitchens is right.