[quote name='JolietJake']Thanks wow, evil, rock, teef.
I realized something earlier today about myself that kind of worries me. I started thinking about all the family i've lost in the past, some i was close to and some i wasn't, i realized that i never really cried about losing a single one of them. It basically didn't bother me at all that any of them died. Even my Grandfather who i was pretty close to, i didn't shed a tear.
It isn't some macho thing either, i just never seem to really have any emotional reaction to losing someone. Almost like i shut down emotionally. Maybe that's how i deal with it?[/QUOTE]
Meh. My dad died in 2004 (I was 15) in a sudden way and I didn't shed a tear. Yeah, I was sad, but I didn't cry; not at the hospital, not at the funeral, or anything. I think my family sort of resented me for it because they were all distraught and I was just sort of there. My older brother cried initially but recently he has been saying how much of an asshole he was to us and basically cursing his name. That's just sick if you ask me to shit on someone's grave (metaphorically) 5 years after they died.