A warning to anyone reading this thread, if you couldn't figure it out from the thread title, there will be spoilers in here.
[quote name='Earmuffin585']I watched a video review and they said just don't take story seriously and the story isn't good.[/QUOTE]
I agree. I couldn't get into the story so I ignored it and focused on the gameplay.
From what I could understand, you were the one who wrote those messages. You were leaving them to yourself, implying that you have gone back in time multiple times trying to fix this event.
I'm guessing you've seen the 3 different endings. The first time I did the ending I wanted to do the "right thing" but I couldn't figure out how to go back and time to kill myself (didn't realize you needed to turn around and use the Singularity). So I ended up shooting both the end characters, lol.
I'm not sure what the girl was doing at the end of the game. I had completely forgotten about her... I don't even remember when she died. I think the devs did a poor job of making you feel attached to the characters.