[quote name='tauruskatt']Hey, zion might have been a bit over zealous in the mockage, but, well, it's
about time you realized these things about a reationship that's clearly poisonous to both of you. I was shocked you did the back and forth, seemed like you were pretty clear on the 'she treats me like crap so I should leave' thing, but it seems we were wrong and you decided to drag her along for a remix edition of '
oh woe is me!'.
When people that don't even know you in person can tell your in a hopeless and detrimental situation, it's time to pick up on the hint.
tauruskatt's emo moment of the day: People don't change in relationships, most of them will simply try to get away with as much as they can until they're done with you.
hey, a random on topic discussion popped up. cool.
someone took a picture of me today at work.
I didn't have the energy to ask them not to, cause I had the day from hell. I had to call security on some old crazy guy who burst into our back room to use the toilet, then I got slammed with a racial slur when this guys n64 didn't work.
why isn't there more "Stupid GS/EB customers!!" threads?
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If I can just take a moment to defend her (and I guess myself). This is all clear as day for you people huh? But you people aren't in my situation. Yes, I realize.. a good 80% of the time she treats me like crap. The most obvious thing to do in my situation is ask, "why?". The most obvious answer for all of you who aren't in my situation is, "cuz she doesn't care about you." My internet-BBS friends, it's not that simple. Because for that other 20%, I see the "Real" her. I don't know if it's the real her, but she breaks down, she becomes a decent human being. It's temporary. See, this girl had it rough growing up, and by rough I mean... instances of sexual abuse, yaknow, that kind of rough... So rough that it probably threw off her ability to have a working relationship. So... it's not all black and white, it's not "she either loves you or she doesn't". I've dealt with this bitch for so long... and I still can't decide the real answer.
But, there's one thing I do know... I'm so much better off without her... She drains me of my happiness... my will to live. It's a horrible thing... So, I'll get rid of her, like I said, I feel stronger this time. Perhaps a sufficient amount of strength. But, I'll also feel like I'm letting her down by quitting on her...
You people really need to accept some subjectivity. I realize you're all just trying to help me out... but... there's a bigger picture, it's NOT easy!
zion you said any sane person, well... I used to be sane... I just want to feel like my old self again. I realize another girl is not going to do it for me, I'm gonna get rid of my ex and try to make myself happy...