Well, for some reason, I don't feel very upset about the Mavs losing. I think there's two main reasons why.
First of all, since moving to Guam, I haven't really been able to watch much of the games. They air here around 11 a.m. and I'm at work, so I just check ESPN for the scores. That kinda takes the emotion out of the game for me.
Secondly, I think I may be solely responsible for the Mavs collapse. I've bet on the Mavs several times before, and every single time I have, they lost. I bet jlarlee that the Mavs would beat the Lakers in what ended up being their biggest choke in franchise history a few seasons ago. This was the one where they were up like 30 points at half time.
Anyway, they were playing great, I bet on them and they completely imploded. Mavs fans, you have me to blame for us losing the Finals. I have joined the ranks of Steve Bartman and other fans who have singlehandely caused their respective teams to lose a pivotal game.
I feel very weary right now from the emotional beating I've been giving myself all day. I'll say it again in hopes of future forgiveness from my Mavs brethren - I am sorry. I have caused our team the biggest collapse in franchise history and to lose the biggest series ever.
From this point forward, I will never bet on the Mavs again. Instead, I will bet against the Mavs in hopes of somehow redeeming myself.
Hopefully, Cubes can keep the team together, we can make another playoff run and get into the Finals again. But next time will be different, because I won't be there to ruin the day.
